So long ady?

Bismillah.

Fuh. That was long. Since the last time I write. Well, for a starter, Im here.
University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign,

My dream university, that came true; (I meant, dreaming into get into this uni)

A lot has happened. A lot lot lot lot lot has happened. 

I found new friends, nice seniors, cool american kids, and genius kiasu sepet friends.

Hahaha.

I survived my first semester. Alhamdulillah. 

Okay survive might be subjective. My kind of survive is; i ended my first semester.

Hahaha. Now is my second day of summer. Only second.

And right now,

At this exact moment, everything is still nice. 

But one thing is at edge. Edge of falling? Probably?
Well, back to this exact moment. I am facetime-ing this one guy.

He is super nice. A senior. The one that I respect. 

(Ah, sheeshh guys, he has a significant other already, stop making faces)

He is nice. And that is exactly the problem.