I GOT IN !!!

Alhamdulillah All Praises to Allah.

All these while I have been bragging and whining and even weeping on 

University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign

Usually when I open myillini, this is what I see. It has been weeks that I kept visiting this site. Sigh true love never is tiring right ......

And last two nights (20th October) , i checked my myillini (online portal for all applicants)

I SEE THISSSSS !!!!

I was like "OMG what is this, did I clicked something else" Until I saw the 

you're an Illini

and then there was this 

Accept your offer
What's next

When I was certain that that was my admission notice, 

I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT !!!

This is more than just happiness. This is a relief. This is the end of my misery. This is it.
I was just so happy at that time. Really, this is the greatest day of my life. There, I said it. It was more than a straight-As result, more than the feels when I got offered SPC. More than anything else. 

But I feel bad about some other things too. Like me cannot be so happy when some of my friends did not even get reply from their universities yet. There were plenty of some other things too. But I am too happy to even bother. Not that I am selfish. But I have gone through a misery YOU could not even understand. The inner conflicts. That I thought I deserved to be happy at this point of my life. 

Im sorry. You will have this happy moment. Not long from now. Dont worry. I know you will. I just hope that you will be happy for me too.

Pray the best for me, because I always do pray for you :)