Have you ever mad at someone that you think they deserved something bad ? Like they should face your badass attitude and your poker face and your ignorant kinda crap during a particular time because of what they did to you ?
Have you ever feel like,
"Its not my fault. I am behaving like this because of you ! If
you treated me well I wouldn't pull up these attitudes".
Sigh.
Aren't we all ?
Aren't we all ?
Sooo,,,, recently my patience exploded like
REEEEEAAALLLLYYYYY
IIIII HAVEEEE HADDD ENAFFFFF
OFFFF THISSSS %$@*!((#^!
So...i did mad. At someone. I pulled up a friggin annoying attitude,
hoping that that person will *geddit* that I was mad
and she/he should be doing something about it.
(y'know i was hoping that she/he would sit at the edge of her/his bed, thinking
"did i do her wrong?What did i do?Should I apologize? Should I ask?")
GUESS WHAT ?!!!
NOT ONLY THAT NOTHING HAD HAPPENED ,
I CAME HOME WITH HAPPY FACE
AND GREETED EVERYONE SO WELL
THAT I CAME TO THINK
what the hell was that? Why would I be so mad about
that kinda crap. Ridiculous la fisha.
LIDDAT Y'KNOW ?!!
There's the end of this story. Haha !
But really, when I was in my high school, staying moody is a piece of cake. It didn't take a lot to stay mad, though I was labelled as the most garang LDP.
Today, I realized,
ohh those moments were over. I couldn't stay mad that long anymore
I guess my reasoning has made an appearance.
I pushed myself to believe that this is a good thing. Never take something bad
really badly. (we should take it seriously, but not badly. Geddit?)
And there's a whole lot of solutions out there than being mad.
Confront (my favorite technique) or forget it which is quite hard for me
because i am this one kind of person who when something hit me,
i am not in peace. It sucks y'know. I have to confront, then only I can forget.
But that whats made me braver. To get my thoughts and feelings out.
Then only I can RIP (its a joke gais) hahaha (so laugh la woi)
Anyways, I have everything figured out. Like
IF you don't like, you tell them.
IF you don't agree, you suggest something better,
IF you think it will end badly, tell up front.
I am not a person that would caught up with emotional. Or in other word, I am actually a rational person.
*winkwink*
This is getting off the topic, aye ?
Well, I repeat, I have everything figured out, BUT (let me clarify it here): not my feelings.
HOW I would face problems with guys.
HOW would I tell my bestfriends that I feel left out,
HOW to tell my mother that I have problem,
HOW to say that I am not alright.
Because I always am. I should be. Sigh.
This is (again) getting off the topic. I am being a very woman (this post proved more than it should) hahahaha. I mean, I can handle a group discussion arguments, help a friends that have problems with the others and oh, this is my popular profession:
HELP SOLVE OTHERS' LOVE STORIES (when my own is like @%#$^). Did you get my points ? Things like that, I can handle, but when it come to relationship, I neglected my own feelings. It's sad but happy at the same time. Sigh.
Anyways, every good things that happened to you must be cherished.
but before that,
Alhamdullillah. All praises to Allah.
Who I know never give up on me. Always have my back.
What do you feel when the most perfect is backing you up ?
Safe, right ? You should be.
Goodnight :)
"did i do her wrong?What did i do?Should I apologize? Should I ask?")
GUESS WHAT ?!!!
NOT ONLY THAT NOTHING HAD HAPPENED ,
I CAME HOME WITH HAPPY FACE
AND GREETED EVERYONE SO WELL
THAT I CAME TO THINK
what the hell was that? Why would I be so mad about
that kinda crap. Ridiculous la fisha.
LIDDAT Y'KNOW ?!!
There's the end of this story. Haha !
But really, when I was in my high school, staying moody is a piece of cake. It didn't take a lot to stay mad, though I was labelled as the most garang LDP.
Today, I realized,
ohh those moments were over. I couldn't stay mad that long anymore
I guess my reasoning has made an appearance.
I pushed myself to believe that this is a good thing. Never take something bad
really badly. (we should take it seriously, but not badly. Geddit?)
And there's a whole lot of solutions out there than being mad.
Confront (my favorite technique) or forget it which is quite hard for me
because i am this one kind of person who when something hit me,
i am not in peace. It sucks y'know. I have to confront, then only I can forget.
But that whats made me braver. To get my thoughts and feelings out.
Then only I can RIP (its a joke gais) hahaha (so laugh la woi)
Anyways, I have everything figured out. Like
IF you don't like, you tell them.
IF you don't agree, you suggest something better,
IF you think it will end badly, tell up front.
I am not a person that would caught up with emotional. Or in other word, I am actually a rational person.
*winkwink*
This is getting off the topic, aye ?
Well, I repeat, I have everything figured out, BUT (let me clarify it here): not my feelings.
HOW I would face problems with guys.
HOW would I tell my bestfriends that I feel left out,
HOW to tell my mother that I have problem,
HOW to say that I am not alright.
Because I always am. I should be. Sigh.
This is (again) getting off the topic. I am being a very woman (this post proved more than it should) hahahaha. I mean, I can handle a group discussion arguments, help a friends that have problems with the others and oh, this is my popular profession:
HELP SOLVE OTHERS' LOVE STORIES (when my own is like @%#$^). Did you get my points ? Things like that, I can handle, but when it come to relationship, I neglected my own feelings. It's sad but happy at the same time. Sigh.
Anyways, every good things that happened to you must be cherished.
but before that,
Alhamdullillah. All praises to Allah.
Who I know never give up on me. Always have my back.
What do you feel when the most perfect is backing you up ?
Safe, right ? You should be.
Goodnight :)
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